Current Status

So much on my mind
My emotions are trying to unwind
Tied in to a entangled ball
So tight they look so small
If unwoven they will stretch
To the end of the worlds edge
One million men could not hold
The force with in, uncontrolled
Tighter and tighter they twist
Until it’s no bigger then fist
Unable to relieve or unload
Potentially capable to explode




Hiding behind the wall you sit
Cowering in the darkness of hurt
Scared and afraid of moving forward
Always taking one step forward and two back
Never fully opening that door
Instead slamming it shut
Drowning in your self centeredness
Unaware of the lifesaver in front of you
Pushing forward only to pull back
Never ending self tug a war
With no winner only a loser