subarachnoid aneurysm

Pressure building

Like inside a tea pot

To the point where it just wants to break free

Shooting out my eyes, nose, neck is not okay

How can a brain be okay one day, then all of a sudden ready to burst in flames

There is no pain like this possible

That should be at least exclaimed, especially after all

I’m not sure if it will ever go away

This subarachnoid aneurysm is hell
On Earth, please make it go away




Last embers of you fall


Scatter all around my floor
Awaiting a swift wind
To carry your extinguished fire
Back to the one who’s heart is ablaze for you
Only a few embers will remain here
Scorching my heart with every though of you




One sight of you, drops my stomach to the floor

Brings me back 30 years or more

This heart of mine

Belonged to you all that time

Instead, it was thrown away

Abandoned still to this day


No hard feelings remain

Only loads of distain

For I was worth it

Every dam bit


One day I hope the sight of me

Brings your heart to the floor

Just as mine did thirty years or more